behold what i have done

FIRE. straight up, fire.

p.s. the weekly post is moving to wednesdays because cool stuff happens on weekends, and im bored on wednesdays.

So i went camping the day before nobles left. It friggin ruled, aside the fact that it was people i enjoy doing somehting i like doing at a place that was cool, there was a friggin fire.

I got drunk, whats new. but it was a good drunk, i outdrank everyone and it was great. and i didnt get sick, even better, and i didnt have a hangover, im blessed. vodka was good for sure, i always love some vodka and the white russian was pretty good to have. but damn that beer was the best part. aside the difficulty in opening until...we broke buhlers belt, it was a great beer. i only drank four beers after i had all my liquor but it was enjoyable.

best of all from the night, my friends got real sick (not good, it sucks) but when they passed out they forgot to hide the lighter fluid from me. i was on that like a pack of dogs on a three legged cat. it was a little boring just trying to squirt it, but being as ingenious as i am, i saw an empty cup next to me, and decided to fill it up and dump it in the fire. bout lost my eyebrows, but damn it was nice. i did that about two and a half times, the second one the cup was almost full and it was a huge blaze. after that, i drank one more and went to sleep.

woke up, grabbed my phone from buhler, and left, i checked outgoing messages and calls...zero. drunk dialing is on the decrease and out the door.

went to work sunday...it was long, but not as long as the eleven hours i worked monday or the nine today. it sucks when all you do is work and sleep. it also sucks when the only thing you can really look forward to is work. god its boring in edmond, and i miss living in tulsa, so much easier there. there its settled im probably going to sand springs to live and work next summer. i miss being around all my people in tulsa. thats probably why im constantly commuting back.

debate assignments got dispursed today, mines long but horridly easy. after i read and cut about 20 books ill be done son. 400 pages of a file later and im finito with my assignment.


the only thing im going to say thats serious as advice is going to be very vague and wont be understood unless you are the person im talking to.
its hard to let go, especially when you know that letting go will hurt someone close to you. we all do things that hurt other people. sometimes not thinking about it, but if you have done something and continue doing it you arent being a friend. if you arent going to stop you need to do what it takes to make sure that they arent hurt whether its telling, attempting to quit, or if its some relational thing...de-escalate the relationship, but what ever you do, do it with haste. i know it suck to let go sometimes...but its a necessity.


oh, and btw, drunk dialing is not a reason to stop being someones friend...there are 95 things i could do that are much worse than calling you when im intoxicating and if you are going to never speak to me again because of that then fuck off...you made me say fuck online. ass.

oh, and the pistons won in 7...friggin a. off to the finals, again to take on the spurs. if tayshaun prince can hold down manu ginobili we have a huge chance. we have a great mismatch for us in billups v. parker, billups is bigger and can post up as a point guard...and he rocks on the D. Rasheed wallace will be the x-factor in the series tho...if he plays well, the pistons win consecutive championships.

-"the wizard" - a casey