Killer boots, man

Hello Hello, im coming to you from a night cold and dreary while i wander weak and weary.

Roller coaster week this week. it wouldve been better, but ive only drank thrice since last wednesday. which means ive had more time to care about things and less time to be obnoxious. and it pisses me off.

i found a new workout plan. in 12 weeks ill be in the best physical condition of my life. and its going to be awesome.

that outta the way. we found a kickass house...and found out it got sold...tons of space and three acres in the back. it was perfect. and its not ours. were back on the prowl, hope to have it set by july 1st.

been sitting around edmond...and it blows...i worked forty hours last week, but its all good. i did this corporate challenge last weekend, our volleyball team blew but my basketball team rocked. the manager from the store in moore was on my team, he was good, we lost our first game, won our second game, and in the third game, we were tied in the last second, they scored and i called a timeout with twenty seconds left. i set the play through a solid pass our boy put it up and made it and got fouled...however because he was fouled they didnt give us the point so we ran another play (bare in mind that its a running clock and fouls dont stop it) different play now, i set the assist and they hack downlow. at this point we cant set up the next play because the time runs out. so illegit of a loss. anyway the funny part was walking away after trying to argue with the ref and hearing the manager from the other store walk off with me as he said "oh...oh thats bullshit....fuck that" nice call...

anyways, the pistons got down 2-0 to the spurs...and man was i scared...but two wins at home later, and the score is even. two bigs wins in a row too. this is a good series.

ive actually been hanging out with some friends from work recently. its odd, they are all older than me. and they cant believe im 18 because there all 22-25. either way, its awesome, ive learned a shitload about women in this short time. im signing up for a kohls charge tomorrow...the world of credit is coming my way. hope it works.

i love buffalo wild wings, and i love the new thursday 50 cent boneless wing night. ive been at buffalos twice this week (on both pistons wins) with that friend from work. something is telling me i need to spend more time at that bar. if the pistons are winning everytime im coincidentally at the same place and same time with same people, then God is telling me something.

i liked "interview with the vampire" and i loved "boondock saints".

ive decided im getting a tattoo. its going to be bands on both biceps. the left arm will say "alatheia" and the right arm will say "veritas" the reason i have chosen these is a historical reference of imperial logic. genealogically this is a good pointing place to positing where imperialism began. alatheia is greek for truth. the greeks took truth as a subjective form considering the viewpoints of others as right as well as there own. when the romans overthrew the greeks they changed alatheia to veritas which means truth in latin however the romans changed the subjective form to a more concrete black and white definition of truth which allowed them to say some people are right and some people are wrong allowing exclusion of some which led to violent exclusion, submission, brutality, assimilation, wars, and tons of imperialism. On my chest im considering getting the tattoo of the word "Truth" as the mediation of the two arms. not sure yet.

nolan young is a great guy. i know he doesnt read anyhting online, which is why im writing this. but seriously a good friend. it takes alot for me to allow someone to be a close friend, but hes earned alot of my respect and a little of my trust.

ive figured out my purpose in life. it involves reviving the legacy of my great-grandfather finis smith who is suffering from pancreatic cancer. he is a former senator from oklahoma and his name used to be everywhere in tulsa until his name got trashed by frank keating. i plan on fulfilling his legacy through my political/law career. and changing things to form my own legacy through fulfilling his and extending it to areas never extended.

i end with a prayer, an irish prayer:
And Shepherds we shall be
For thee, my Lord, for thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand
Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee
And teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."

that is a prayer used to depict justice in the movie boondock saints. for me, it is for justice and bringing justice.